“I always wish for you to find me”— 3 am thoughts (via suspend)
Tryna float
Ever had the urge to run away? Run away from the poor, disapproving, distressing ignorance of the society. Or just run away and get to the cosmic gayness of false existence.
My anxiety’s fucking me up. I learned how to smoke cigs. It’s been a while when I first started to light a cigarette, it’s just that I never thought that the smell I used to hate, will be the smell I want to inhale when I’m keyed up.
no offence but do i look like i understand anything
27.05.19
Ughh, plan ko naman talaga pumasok pero di ko na kinakaya yung sakit ng ulo ko. Then napag usapan namin na magkita at sumama pauwi sa bahay. Mga 12pm onwards na kami nagkita sa meeting place namin sa FEU, MORAYTA. Then we decided na kumain ng lunch, at napunta kami sa ZARK’S BURGER 😂. Unang order namin eh mag individual meal pero nauwi din sa Team Meal. Mej gutom na din kasi kami parehas kaya ayon, un na lang inorder namin. Taposssss ayan na, tangina mag ccr na ko hahahaha. Pagbaba ko, shet may SUNFLOWER na 😍 di ko naman inaasahan yon kasi alam ko naman na mej ano si baboy kasi binibiro ko sya na sa sunflower nya mismo ilagay ung singsing kung sakaling mag ppropose sya HAHAHAHAHA 😂 nakonako. May pahiwatig kasi tong si baboy, habang nag lalakad kami sabi nya “ bili kita ng sunflower babs ” edi ni rebutt ko sa kanya “ dapat di ka na nagsasabi, ung mga sorpresa na ganon mas ok ” ughhhh, kaya ayon hahahaha. 🐽💛
Ediiii ayon na, pagtapos namin kumain yosing yosi na kami. Tapos natatae pa kami hahaha, ediii nag check in kami sa favoriteeeeee naming motel “MARINA” dejk ano yan, nagkakataon lang na pag di namin kayang umuwi dun kami. 😍 iloveyou babsi. 🐽💛
Anyways! *climbs out of the scattered and ruined debris of my feelings*
BABY BATH BABY BATH BABY BATH
I’d absolutely be talking to the big baby in the baby voice.
Got called lazy, I almost replied.
WHY :) DO :) I :) GET :) JEALOUS :) SO :) FUCKING :) EASILY :)










